This is a backlog entry. I wanted to update this last week but it keeps slipping my mind.

Guess what? I'm back at TDS. For the time being anyway. I told Warrant Soh of my feelings and thoughts. It was really suppressing the moment I reached camp. It was real bad, as if I had a big burden weighing me down and some sort of vise closing in on my throat.

I told him that I was not confident at doing the job. He did mentioned something like, "I want someone with interest and motivation for the job" during the interview the previous day. Nah, not me. I thought it could be fun for a change but I was sorely wrong.

Anyway, he got my message and which is why I'm back. I learnt to appreciate the little things in life which I had neglected. For example, the radio in the background never sounded so good. I also tidied up the place, out of my own initiative. I guess this awareness lead me to appreciate the office more.