I got transferred again. Remember what I said about being transferred to TO? It's fixed. My feelings are mixed. I don't really know whether to accept or not. The fact is when I was asked if I can take the job, I actually said yes! Man, my heart was like, "NO WAY! Over my dead body!"

Last week, when I went over to TO for a while, I felt alienated. It's always like that. I guess everyone goes throught this feeling of alienation when they are exposed to a new environment. When I got back to TDS and sat in that corner where I used to sleep, I felt a lot more relieved. It's as if I'm back to my nest, my comfort zone.

I'm feel so at ease when I'm back at the seat there. The smell, the surroundings, the radio; they are all so comforting. Especially the radio.