The second part for today's 2 part special.

I was nearly late for my appointment. I had to waste 15 bucks taking a cab just to rush there. I was real upset and looking for something/someone to blame. There wasn't. For I was the ultimate cause.

I was talking to Teo as he sounded real down last night. I didn't really take note of the time and I missed the bus. I ended up waiting for 1 hour. I t was not so bad, at least I got to eat lunch during that period of time.

I reached main land at 1415. To take public transport and meet my appointment at 3pm is impossible.

I was thinking, "Man! I listened to his woes and offered help. In the end, I'm late. That's it, I'm not gonna sacrifice myself for others anymore!" On hind sight, the talk wasn't so bad after all. I learnt some new stuff regarding the driving test. He got his license within 2 months and told me some tricks to pass. Oh, well. Take it as I paid for his information.

He seemed fine now but there's more turmoil in the mess now. Seems that everyone has fallen out with Edwin and can't wait to see him being posted out. I must admit he is self-centred at times but I didn't know others thought so badly of him. Should I go and try to help? Will I worsen things? And am I self-sacrificing again?

I'm no longer at the mess now but I hate to see the once-cordial, ok, the once-not-so-cordial atmoshpere become a war zone.