After so much complaining, I still have not gone into my new job scope. Essentially (and without disclosing restricted information), I am to plan the training schedule for the whole of SISPEC, which includes BSLC, ASLC and ASTW. My position? Training specialist. I'll be dealing a lot with external agencies with regard to planning of the various training lessons.

It's a lot of responsibilty. I can foresee myself being hectic and all that. I guess the job is alright, it's the environment. It's not every conducive, at least for me. The atmosphere, as I feel, is heavy and stern. Not much room for joking around and loud conversations.

I'd really like to remain in TDS. I know the place inside out and I'm familiar with most of the daily and monthly operations. Then at the same time, something in my head tells me that I made in through so many transitions and diverse environments, this is just another one; I'll be able to pull through.

I think I grow attached to one place easily, especially when I develop some form of comadarie with my colleagues. I felt the same way as today when I was transferred from Tango Wing to Alpha Wing, when I was transferred from Alpha Wing to Bravo Wing to become a clerk, when I was transferred from Bravo Wing to SISPEC, when I was transferred from Specialists' Mess to TDS and now from TDS to TO.

Of course, I don't get this disonance whenever I change environment. I didn't feel sad when I OOC to become a storeman.

Let me sleep on the idea for tonight before I make up my mind.