Conscious sleep
It's a typical Monday, with the blues and all, especially fatigue. I didn't get a good sleep last night. Perhaps it's the stress of the tests I'm having today; perhaps it's the projects; perhaps it's because I slept late. But the "why" is irrelevant now, for all I'm feeling is weariness.
I downed a cup of coffee without milk before going for Organizational Effectiveness class and boy, did the coffee did its magic or what? It kept me awake and perky. During the break, fatigue started to creep back but the caffeine effects were not diminished yet, ergo, leaving me feeling simultaneously awake and sleepy - it's a dreadful feeling.
After class, I tried to take a nap in the library but my brain refused to quieten down. Random thoughts came and left and I laid there, on the 2 chairs I put side by side, feeling sleepy and yet unable to lose consciousness. After an hour or so of trying of induce myself to sleep, I gave up.
Which led me to this post. Since I can't sleep, might as well drag my ass up and do something, right? I suppose the caffeine high will wear out soon but I do hope it won't leave me snoring during my Business Strategy class later, in which I have a test.
I was (re)watching The Matrix over the weekend and caught an interesting quote, which now resides in the side bar on the right. I find it to be thought-provoking and I guess I'll add more quotes as and when I see them.
Alright, I guess I'll go for lunch now. My stomach has been growling since I had the pork & cheese sasuage at about 10.50am and the churning noises are making me pretty self-conscious.
On a completely unrelated note, everything around me seems so surreal now. Almost unreal, I might add. It feels like my body is operating on its own, willing the fingers to do the typing and the rest of the bodily functions while my conscious will is fast asleep.
I downed a cup of coffee without milk before going for Organizational Effectiveness class and boy, did the coffee did its magic or what? It kept me awake and perky. During the break, fatigue started to creep back but the caffeine effects were not diminished yet, ergo, leaving me feeling simultaneously awake and sleepy - it's a dreadful feeling.
After class, I tried to take a nap in the library but my brain refused to quieten down. Random thoughts came and left and I laid there, on the 2 chairs I put side by side, feeling sleepy and yet unable to lose consciousness. After an hour or so of trying of induce myself to sleep, I gave up.
Which led me to this post. Since I can't sleep, might as well drag my ass up and do something, right? I suppose the caffeine high will wear out soon but I do hope it won't leave me snoring during my Business Strategy class later, in which I have a test.
I was (re)watching The Matrix over the weekend and caught an interesting quote, which now resides in the side bar on the right. I find it to be thought-provoking and I guess I'll add more quotes as and when I see them.
Alright, I guess I'll go for lunch now. My stomach has been growling since I had the pork & cheese sasuage at about 10.50am and the churning noises are making me pretty self-conscious.
On a completely unrelated note, everything around me seems so surreal now. Almost unreal, I might add. It feels like my body is operating on its own, willing the fingers to do the typing and the rest of the bodily functions while my conscious will is fast asleep.
posted by hg @ 14:05
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