Back at Bravo Wing as clerk 2IC again. No big deal, just staying around for another week or so before moving on.
Had a minor row last night. I wanted her to rest early as she is not feeling well. She went out for "a while", lasting some 1½ hours. Had carrot cake too. Is fried food going to help a sore throat? More harm than good, I suppose. I hope that she can recover soon. Anyway, her hoarse voice sounds kind of kinky too. Ha~
Seems that she is going to attend a friend's birthday party on this Saturday. I was outraged initially. I had thought of going for a play followed by some time spent together alone with her. It came so suddenly, just like many other things. I figured out later that birthdays are once a year thing, she and I have a lot more Saturdays to spend in future.
It has been a long time since we spent a good Saturday together. It was always thwarted by one thing or another. Still, I respect her need to be with friends. I was overwhelmed just now. I think she was offended too. I'll give her a call later and sort things out. What am I going to do after the play? I have no idea. Maybe I will take a walk around alone or go home and call it a day.
I concede, you know? I could really complain and blame God for spoiling so many of my Saturdays, just like Bruce. However, I think it's just lame to blame Him. It's better for me to accept the thought that all my Saturdays sucked. At least, when one good comes along, it makes the rest seems better. There is a lot more people out there who need miracles more than me, who need God's attention more than me.
It seems funny. I'm not as much affected as I was last time when I sought disclosure from my source. The source has become a platform for me to view things from a bird's eye view and more importantly, objectively. It no longer elicits emotions of anger, depression and happiness as much as it used to be.
Had a minor row last night. I wanted her to rest early as she is not feeling well. She went out for "a while", lasting some 1½ hours. Had carrot cake too. Is fried food going to help a sore throat? More harm than good, I suppose. I hope that she can recover soon. Anyway, her hoarse voice sounds kind of kinky too. Ha~
Seems that she is going to attend a friend's birthday party on this Saturday. I was outraged initially. I had thought of going for a play followed by some time spent together alone with her. It came so suddenly, just like many other things. I figured out later that birthdays are once a year thing, she and I have a lot more Saturdays to spend in future.
It has been a long time since we spent a good Saturday together. It was always thwarted by one thing or another. Still, I respect her need to be with friends. I was overwhelmed just now. I think she was offended too. I'll give her a call later and sort things out. What am I going to do after the play? I have no idea. Maybe I will take a walk around alone or go home and call it a day.
I concede, you know? I could really complain and blame God for spoiling so many of my Saturdays, just like Bruce. However, I think it's just lame to blame Him. It's better for me to accept the thought that all my Saturdays sucked. At least, when one good comes along, it makes the rest seems better. There is a lot more people out there who need miracles more than me, who need God's attention more than me.
It seems funny. I'm not as much affected as I was last time when I sought disclosure from my source. The source has become a platform for me to view things from a bird's eye view and more importantly, objectively. It no longer elicits emotions of anger, depression and happiness as much as it used to be.
posted by hg @ 14:30
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