A mixture of feelings. Dunno wad to say, dunno wad to type, dunno how to or where should I begin to express myself... This dun usually happen but when it does, I'm stumped.

Seems like a big show. Premediated. Too tired to meet yet energetic enough to meet. Why? Betrayal. Lies. Deceit. I'm out-schemed, for once. Didn't know that I could get this kind of treatment. Mind you, the show was well acted. Very well.

Nature's selection, Darwin's evolution, survival of the fittest... Am I to lose? Guess so...

I'm always asking questions but no answers. In fact, I need no answers. I already know them, just too cowardy to surface them from the depths of my mind.

I'm lost... Alone... Wandering aimlessly... Where can I stop? Where should I stop? Why stop in the first place? Why not wander then?